How things change, how people cope.

I did get advice here and there

and

yes people change drasticly at times.

One can never manage a life fulll of problems

yet

one can never agree to life own charges.

I don't know what problems are.

I don't know how to deal with such stuff

and

defenitely! I don't know what the hell is your problem!

After graduating from Adam Khoo last month,

I did change a lot,

I barely knew myself,

Goals was my main aim and I ignore the rest.

Yes, I ven learn techniques to take in my temper,

Formind a fist and holding it hard against ur palm

open your hands and you will see this nail scars on them.

Do you know what it means?

That if you even open your mouth to give them a piece of your mind?

It will leave a deep scar as that.

Yes, I tried my best to take it in,

but things do have limits you know,

mostly when people start treating you like rubbish without asking your opinion about a situation.

So your opinion differ, I accept,

I am at fault, I admit

we got different thought, who don't?

Silent is still valuable when you deal with problem,

Heartless? Lucky you, don't give a damn.

But then all problems do have a solution.

I believe that.

To tell you the truth,

when it come to problem discussion,

one face can mimick gesture of shock and important.

I don't want to brag long. But in truth,

Face the fact,

face the problem

just be bold.

Your way of handling is already enough to give you confident...

XD



The days freaking agenda

Got up rise and shine today and it's Sunday!

YEAH! So I did end up having insomnia yesterday

out of the blue,

got so deprived for no apparent reason.

and

YES! I was scarring my own palm again!

Well I will tell you why later.

It's Sunday = Subway!!!!

Went to Subway,

ordered my usual.

Started picking my veggies halfway through,

lost my appetite and

dump everything on the tray.

I think I have been doing that quite too often.

So wth! but I did finish my drink

and

obviously finish my book too!!!

ATLANTIS UNLEASHED

authored by

Alyssa Day

and I finish it! FINALLY!

This was actually th toughest book I ever read.

I read the 1st chapter for nearly 5 times just to understand the story line

but now it's part of my collection high up on my shelf.

So the cover page is all hunkish

but that wasn't the reason why I got the book.

I suddenly have this taste for old historean romance out of the ordinary.

Spend my salary getting 2 books

and hell where is the other one???

Came home after that and started on my assignment.

The Forces Influencing Human Behaviour At Work

and yes...I think I can start reciting the whole damn chapter by heart.

Although so far I only manage to complete 4 of the behaviour.

Do you know how much paper I wasted just doing this 4 chaters?

freaking 10 papers! Front and Back included.

Dad say I didn't read to understand.

Actually yes and no.

I manage to understand and when he started explaining it to me

I was reciting the whole thing again

like watching a redo lecture of my professor.

Suddenly getting indulge in my studies.

Weird thing but yes.

I AM STUDYING!

and it feels good!

but my form of studying is...

finishing assignment hahaha!

Was suppose to continue now but then I am too dazed after waking up.

Might take my tell and deli around before packing my bags.



Tae-Kwon-Do Tournament in Convent BM 2011

The spirit must have kick me in the ass all of a sudden.

I was up and out of bed by 8am morning and wore my new jeans and put on my..

Koperasi T-shirt with the wide word

SMK CONVENT BM sprawl on my back.

Nirmala was like..

"Loose! Why you wear that T-shirt"??

1st, that seems like the most comfortable T-shirt available in my wardrabo,

2nd, most of my clothes is at my hostel.

3rd, for once let the school spirit flow although I feel old!

YES OLD! Everyone there looks...YOUNG!

Did met a number of my juniors,

stick to them out and around

glad to meet them and give them confident.

I am there to give support too!

not much to capture actually just the busy events here and there

and Convent have change to the extend of unrecognisable!

Obviously was chit chatting with Nirmala

Sharing so many stuff of our new life,

laughing out loud and really believing unbelievable things.

Everyone was standing like hours in the hall for assemble an we were outside

bragging, laughing, getting all emo and cursing once in awhile.

So yeah, we catch up on old times.

The guy section below 15yrs

Teams waiting for their turn

referee giving scores panel

Convent students have been decorating the hall for this occasion

Convent team.

They won 3rd price

referee panel with their number cards

Convent team doing their best

Nirmala. haha!

Demo during assembly

Plank breaking



So I went back like sharp 12pm!

Missed the brick breaking donw by my senior!

OMG!!! SUCH A REGRET!

Had a great tim there although I was walking around clad in jeans and koperasi T-SHIRT!

but then there was some seniors and juniors that recognise me.

I miss it this time! Busy with college life.

Best yet! I actually forgot the date of the tournament.

Mistaken it to be next week and loose my chance to be a referee.

So sad!

Madam did met Nimi and me and ask us to join senior because the team was only 2!

AHHH!!! So i retired (temporary).

Might think of continuing soon though.

Till then. BYE!!

Showing off..as usual hehehe

I got this huge photos piling up in my files and requires me to just...

SHOW OFF!!!

not exactly any type of show off but the bouquets of flower I have been making

on my long working experience in Isabell.

My technique?

Watch and learn...that was how I can start packing flowers right after a week.

here are some pictures i had the beautiful ones got some that was not taken because the delivery man always comes on time! T___T

In the process before the wrapper..

It's super tricky and super messy

but then it was the bast!

WALAH! ater done. A combination of Red, Black, orange and highlight

Some one bought this right after 3 days of production hahaha!

my best hand made bouquet. Mixing pink, white and red with 3 ferero rocher.

this was only the bouquet not the wrapping yet.

Flowers and prices differ and this bouquet cost nearly RM350 or so.So the wrapper is rather expnsive

Close up. Ain't the flower just fresh!

The ribbon-I made it myself too

See see! (perasaan) hahaha

After sprayed with water and before delivery

This one was a little tricky. i still got no idea how the hell i pull this off!

used this organza cloth and gold tissu paper with shiny silver sprinkles over the flower

My 1st Bday teddy bouquet! I got no idea how did I pull this off either

The roses was expensive and it was serounded with ivy vines

Purple static, yellow peacock, red and pink roses using rolled up mash paper

My 1st bouquet right after valentine and it was 26 pink roses!

It;s hard to believe ain't it? believe it

My 1st ferero rocher bouquet for valentine day. With a little help from my collegues

I was a beginner hehe

This is a special bouquet my dad ordered for my mum during valentines.

Called my collegues to help(I just started)

Do you know what flower is this?

it's gerberas! And this was the 1st real flower wrapping I did for Valentine

bride bouquet. I got the greatest honour to do the brides bouquet

during the wedding we planned in st annes restaurant

Gerberas, berries, peacocks, statics and white with champagne roses. Total of 36 or so I think.

My 1st teddy bear bouquet.

So I was taught to do this fake bouquet on the 2nd or 3rd day.

Bet with my collegues to see who sell 1st, unfortunately for him Mine sold ater one week,

but his is still in the shop today..pity pity wakahkah

Also another bouquet i wrap during valentine..i was being tested unfortunately

99roses! OMG! FANCY THAT!

the man who ordered this flower the girlfriend is super lucky!

and the best thing was, the roses was all GRADE A Roses and super big!

12 roses bouquet I did on ordinary basis

2nd ferero rocher bouquet done on my own accord without help

I done this 2 bouquets in a day. for an afternoon delivery

Purple feathers!

99roses done by Remy

Actually i stop working towards the end of April and started preparing for college and when I was called back to help out during mother's day my handwork change drasticly. And so you know I love doing round bouquet and it's actually one of my specialty. Any round bouquet order I am incharge. But when I came back for mother's day, yes I started doing long style bouquets. Without using the easy method of poking it into the sponge but using my own hand!

My round bouquet also can be transform into long style bouquet out of the blue. Here's some to show...

The 1st long bouquet I did. It's also weird if you were to watch me. instead of using one paper at a time i started combining 2 papers and fold it. that was how the red and pink combination came out.

The long bouquet of pink carnation. it was 24 carnation altogether.

Red and purple. And who wonders how can such colour combine perfectly!

Sorry about the lighting no flash my bos was there :P

Did i tell you that mother's day was a huge suprise for my mum?

yes I did this bouquet a combination of round and long style just for my mum.

The weird colours with colourful meaning.

3 orange carnation represent the silly children she loves,

4 pink carnation is when we are together

while 5 red carnation is when the whole family combines.

She was so happy that she bought Chicken maryland and kekwa for Feng and me when we were doing sales down in krico hahaha!

Well that's all so far. If you need order you know where to find me..hehehe