Disdane from Exam, Obsess with roller blades

Trials is next week Monday and what the heck am I thinking now? Not exam definitely but ROLLER BLADES!!!! *screams!!!...and this Saturday annual lunch..I am aiming for Pro racing top rollerblades and I am not turning back even once.

Girls actually rocks in this blades and trust me seeing on will actually make u envy ..hehe

After I get my beautiful blades my next aim is to skate like a pro...

                                                                 this is how a pro skates

                                                                   full attire not bad!

                                              hand protector important if u r seriously clumsy

                              A helmet and a body protector and lastly knee and shin guard is most important..

                     The whole body armour...wat can I say..u need protection if u r falling most of the time  
                                                                        HAHAHA

Finally just illustrating and going to dream all this when I am sleeping..the final touch my dream colour blades XD

A Day To SULK!!!!!

Heard it right!!! Today Sucks to the max. I cant keep on putting innocent faces and talk to get direction. Eventually people mouth just Cant stop insulting others! Thats what I learn today. 

What a nice lesson! EEIIII!!! 

If Only I could have given them each a double fist of mine I would have gave them 2 blue black eye as a rememberence that young people do have feeling to U KNOW!!!!! 

SUNDAY COME FASTER PLEASE!!! 

Tomorrow made me think twice before taking the Rapid with no MAP! 

People Sucks! 

WHOOPS polite a little..they r Nuts! 

Nono I mean they are very nice, understanding, adorable (NOT!!!) ERRGGHH!! I am so pissed off I dont know what to DO!!!

.EARTH TO HUMANS!!!! 

Try making someone's day slightly better would be fine.

COME ON!!! 

My parents arent with me might as well console me by letting me reach my room SAFELY!! 

FREAKS!!! EIII!!!...

So many perverts, gila WANG, MIANG!!! NAAH!!!! AL COME OUT ALREADY!!! 

I want to be reunited with my parents back. Phone calls isnt enough being with them is more than enough. I want them.

A new me finally!

I have been to Adam Khoo camp for three days and just came back yesterday after the graduation ceremony with a new aim in life. My trainer Danny and webster and my coach was Bryan and Andy have taught me so many things and who we are this past 3 days. Always put on a smile in whatever condition you are, having a goal and using strategy to acheive it but if you fall doesn't mean you fail but its a learning experience. Everyone falls in life but theres no harm and we musn't give up to achive what we want. A little improvement means a lot cause a little changes so many things. Anything we do we should give in our 100% to acheive it. Theres so much I would like to thank them. The best part was when danny made us realise how important our parents are. Yes! My parents worth more compared to what ppl might give. Luxury? Money? Organs? NOPE! NOTHING! First time standing in front of everyone almost in tears telling what I felt and who I love totally put in confidence in me. Huggin my dad and mum in front of so many people.i am a proud daughter of my parents and I am glad to say I love them so much! You feel embarass to say it to everyone but I have done it! I told everyone yesterday that I love them and no one can stop me. No matter what they only want me to give in 100% even in exam achiving only straight B's instead of A's although i give in my all is ok cause they want the best for me no matter what. I have no regret attending the course whats in the past is the past lets face the future! I have so many new friends such as Lisa, Andrianna, Mick, Aaron, Emily, Keysha, Khatijah, khalid, Danial, Jonathan and our group was a successful group. I love UNDERDAWGS! we hv high fighting spirit losing doesnt mean we have fail its just another learning experience! XD

Holiday just swayed in...

                             Sam and me during our dressing and rehearsal in one of the provided class

                          hehe Roast Almond for syak and Black forest for me ruve got one for me XD

                              Make up artist in front, hair designer at the back..sam u r a DIVA!

                             We made it and plan it ourself and the pasta I done it hehe XD

                                                               Doing up her hair XD

                          After I came back my mum parents came 4rm kelantan with 2 big packets of this

                                                              RAMBUTAN!!!

                                             MY RM50 new shoe for the perasmiaan XD

                                                              Jynn and her friends

Just finish mid term exam for 3 weeks and its already the mid semester holiday what a headache! teahcer's day was a blast though and I enjoyed it a lot but this tuesday going on a trip and can't wait for it actually. Its Monday and I'm at home mingling with the comp doing approximately nothing worth spending my time on and siblings kinda acting odd lately they were so nice in the morning but nasty by evening what a fake. Buddy went for CF camp and hope shes enjoying herself and I'm not attending tkd nor ttn this week again haiz~ I'm lacking stamina tremendously but going to boost those up ASAP this week since I am a fighter not a rester (sounds weird but its the truth). Nothing to crap just to update here XD

Mid test is like nothing!

I don;t bother bout PPT can u believe that??? Lalala~ I am excited in my seat 24/7 day dreaming of the Copthorne hotel course with Adam Khoo...K to tell u the truth I got brain washed to the max! I had fun right at the wokshop itself already made friend with on girl which is a left brainer right there and hope she's going too. I'm seriously looking forward to that particula 3 days when my parents plan to book the hotels rooms for 3 days 2 nitez and even attend my graduation ceremony *dream...AHHH!!! TOO MUCH TEMPTATION!!! breakfast, lunch and dinner with course mates, socializing to the max!, business etiquettes and secret to success is all there *drools~ 13!14!15!!! come faster!!!Haiz...I'm dreaming of it everyday! Of crying, laughing, drooling and even nervousity in me for all of this. I know I will be a different person after this. A teenager that change completely. I will even be a trainer soon to train everyone around the world from singapore to Indonesia to CHINA! to share this secret. Enhance myself..Its a secret that I will totally realize the capability...cant tell anymore just happy now! HAHAHA!!! SEE YA!
p.s= tmrw is PSK exam and the beginning of 2 weeks and 3 days long exam week and I dont care XD

I cant forget about you!!! END IT ASAP!

exam is around the corner and my brain is cracking on the last minute study attempt till I start playing with my camera. dangerous device beside me. haha. I'm having fun on a friday cause free the whole day! Well almost besides I have training tnite but it doesnt mess up my schedual. XD I don't want to think about school. Am in a happy moos now so be it.Here are a few of the photo I took look so damn innocent and studios girl over here HAHA

There four of the best I like...FUH! I model I choose hahaha  XD its just for fun no offense XD

I hate Teen life!

Currently I am in such confusion that thinking of suicidal was nvr left from my mind for even a day! But todays event totally test my patient. I tend to make a raw deal and check out my movement before making my move to understand that particular person. Like I said dont judge a book by its cover and its the same as this dont judge a person by its awkward character or pretty faces. Feel really like want to curse but I'm holding back. I know its currently giving a bad effect on someone which totally trusted her for her life. I make stuff quiet but if u embark on a stupid reason such as jealousy this is what happen!! Its SPM year and i understand stuff like this is so disturbing! I dont want to end up in a psychiatric ward for heaven sake! I'm currently ignoring everyone. My attitude is hard to be read by others not only them but even me! So the previous bitch that ruins my life isnt here anymore and i taught I'm in peace but not! currently I'm in a state of becoming a monster! Yeah! and u know how it feels? It feels AWESOMELY !!! as in AWESOMELY TERRIBLE!!! I can't wait to deprive myself from this! SPM come fast gak me away for once!..haiz~ the more i type the more i will talk about my cursing words! I think its better i stop now~
 CIAO~~!!