Mid test is like nothing!

I don;t bother bout PPT can u believe that??? Lalala~ I am excited in my seat 24/7 day dreaming of the Copthorne hotel course with Adam Khoo...K to tell u the truth I got brain washed to the max! I had fun right at the wokshop itself already made friend with on girl which is a left brainer right there and hope she's going too. I'm seriously looking forward to that particula 3 days when my parents plan to book the hotels rooms for 3 days 2 nitez and even attend my graduation ceremony *dream...AHHH!!! TOO MUCH TEMPTATION!!! breakfast, lunch and dinner with course mates, socializing to the max!, business etiquettes and secret to success is all there *drools~ 13!14!15!!! come faster!!!Haiz...I'm dreaming of it everyday! Of crying, laughing, drooling and even nervousity in me for all of this. I know I will be a different person after this. A teenager that change completely. I will even be a trainer soon to train everyone around the world from singapore to Indonesia to CHINA! to share this secret. Enhance myself..Its a secret that I will totally realize the capability...cant tell anymore just happy now! HAHAHA!!! SEE YA!
p.s= tmrw is PSK exam and the beginning of 2 weeks and 3 days long exam week and I dont care XD

I cant forget about you!!! END IT ASAP!

exam is around the corner and my brain is cracking on the last minute study attempt till I start playing with my camera. dangerous device beside me. haha. I'm having fun on a friday cause free the whole day! Well almost besides I have training tnite but it doesnt mess up my schedual. XD I don't want to think about school. Am in a happy moos now so be it.Here are a few of the photo I took look so damn innocent and studios girl over here HAHA

There four of the best I like...FUH! I model I choose hahaha  XD its just for fun no offense XD

I hate Teen life!

Currently I am in such confusion that thinking of suicidal was nvr left from my mind for even a day! But todays event totally test my patient. I tend to make a raw deal and check out my movement before making my move to understand that particular person. Like I said dont judge a book by its cover and its the same as this dont judge a person by its awkward character or pretty faces. Feel really like want to curse but I'm holding back. I know its currently giving a bad effect on someone which totally trusted her for her life. I make stuff quiet but if u embark on a stupid reason such as jealousy this is what happen!! Its SPM year and i understand stuff like this is so disturbing! I dont want to end up in a psychiatric ward for heaven sake! I'm currently ignoring everyone. My attitude is hard to be read by others not only them but even me! So the previous bitch that ruins my life isnt here anymore and i taught I'm in peace but not! currently I'm in a state of becoming a monster! Yeah! and u know how it feels? It feels AWESOMELY !!! as in AWESOMELY TERRIBLE!!! I can't wait to deprive myself from this! SPM come fast gak me away for once!..haiz~ the more i type the more i will talk about my cursing words! I think its better i stop now~
 CIAO~~!!